The problem with this was most of the people that came to our hotel were all deadbeats and I had to fight with them every day to get them to pay. Then our county got hit with a tornado and all the hotels are booked for weeks due to homelessness. This resulted in me working 16+ hour days, 7 days a week. So not only did I have to do my job, I had to do the jobs of others (Front Desk, Housekeeping and Maintenance). Then the pandemic hit and my bosses had me cut back staff. At that time I had a career as a Hotel General Manager and I was good at my job despite the fact I had to always force myself to interact with people. I tried a few but was always uncomfortable as hell and I rarely spoke. My mental health was not as bad as it it now, but the guild I connected with insisted that all members participate in group activities. Last time I played was about 3 years ago. Then people say "MMO's are a social game, if you don't like that then don't play them." Yeah, well other games don't constantly add new content and set loftier goals with each update. So many games I play until I am forced to group up to complete content you name it, most likely I've played it. This is how it is with MANY MMO's I have played. Now I have gone through this before with the game which makes me leave for a few years. "Screw this game!" and yanks out the Ethernet cord, destruction and screaming follows for a while So I need to find a group and let me walk you through that experience.ġ.) Put word out to form group - Shakes, sweating, shortness of breathĢ.) Group formed and entering the dungeon - Queue the vomitingģ.) Making mistakes and dying repeatedly - Tears, uncontrollable shaking and then starts the auditory hallucinationsĤ.) Group starts complaining about my performance - Rage!!! This is what causes me to have to buy new keyboards and start yelling at the voices to shut upĥ.) Group decides I am not worth the trouble - F-Bombs in game and at desk. ![]() ![]() I cleared everything except the three fractal groups. I have been working on the first tier of The Predator. To say it is extremely difficult for me to group for content would be an understatement. I suffer from Psychotic Depression and Social Anxiety Disorder.
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